Since the day Ken died I have been on medical leave from work. Dealing with the PTSD and depression have been a full time job. I'm scheduled to return to work tomorrow. My therapist says I need
to give it a try. I know I can't go back. I'm not ready. I still cry at the drop of a hat and never know when it will hit or what will trigger it. I can't focus for very long at a time and trying to multi-task isn't likely to be successful.
I've had anxiety about this looming date for weeks. My therapist says I need to try so try I will. I'm sure another sleepless night is on the way.