I am determined to have peace in my life again.

Entry #29

It's knee surgery day!  On top of everything else, since last July I've been battling a problem with my right knee.  Finally today is the day to fix the torn meniscus!  It's been an added burden on recovering not having my physical health.  I will be so happy to be done with this...my dogs will too!  More about my surgery on the other side! Fingers crossed this fixes my knee!



Today also marks 10 months since Ken's suicide.  I know I say this every month, but it truly seems like days, not months.  The pain and ache of loss is still very real, but I feel like the overwhelming days are lessening. 


My Life After Suicide Sucks group helps tremendously.  I find it extremely helpful to be able to get away from my grief by helping others who share this path.  I want to do everything I can to ease the burdens we carry as suicide loss survivors.  I've said it a million times...good has to come from this tragedy.



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01.10 | 11:30

It will be 13 years ago on 10/4 when my boyfriend chose suicide as a way out too. Thank you for sharing! ~ peace, love & light.

14.04 | 06:43

Awesome blog. I am suicidal, on mess and see my shrink weekly. It helps to be reminded how much pain suicide inflicts on the family. thank you

04.08 | 09:31

My thoughts are with you. I had two nephews commit suicide. Bryant was 32 and Keith was 30. Why why why!!???

14.06 | 19:55

Ken's choice was not in anyway your fault. My step father of 33 years decided to hang himself at the age of 91. Heartbreaking, the grief is different- as stated

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