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Entry #38

I can't believe that 2015 went by and I never added a new entry!  I wish I could say that was because life was so fabulous there was no need.  Sadly that's not the case.  I still had my share of up days and down, and while there are far more good than bad, it still sucks.  It sucks to be reminded almost daily of this tremendous loss.  


There has not been one day since Ken's death that I haven't thought about him. But the good news is that for the most, the memories that come more immediately to mind are the happy ones, the good times we shared.  The fun we had and the joy we brought to others with our silliness!


That's my pearl of wisdom... focus on remembering your loved while they lived, not how they died.  May your memories bring you comfort and peace.

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01.10 | 11:30

It will be 13 years ago on 10/4 when my boyfriend chose suicide as a way out too. Thank you for sharing! ~ peace, love & light.

14.04 | 06:43

Awesome blog. I am suicidal, on mess and see my shrink weekly. It helps to be reminded how much pain suicide inflicts on the family. thank you

04.08 | 09:31

My thoughts are with you. I had two nephews commit suicide. Bryant was 32 and Keith was 30. Why why why!!???

14.06 | 19:55

Ken's choice was not in anyway your fault. My step father of 33 years decided to hang himself at the age of 91. Heartbreaking, the grief is different- as stated

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